XiaoGongZhu

2010-11-19T21:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting for so long (somebody really motivate me to blog).
and some passerby came to my facebook to post something
hilarious , funny ttm. so what if they are getting married. is it my problem? passerby, i think you can't see how awesome my life are. I'm so busy with my own personal thingy and clubbing/pubbing life's. -.- you go ahead la, i don't really care even. don't put words in my mouth.
[end] , and hahaha yes now i singing to you leh. but you can't heard how awesome my voice are.

first i wanna say that heard of selina recent news , i'm praying for her everyday.
hope she get well soon , yes i'm hardcore fans of her.
lastest news she is getting better, (Y)

^^ NANA/pub. Cineleisure with Shirley my babe + darling.

hong kong cafe.

outside NANA/pub.

yes , i dyed my hair. my current hairstyle.

me with some thailand girl. her name call apple, if i'm not wrong. :D

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burberry thai disco with my two beloved babe. come on let picture speak, cause i'm in a rush to go club tonight. is friday night ah !! hehe. :D

drea & me,:D

felicia and me, :D

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dinner buffet with sister and mummy. :>

cab to trader hotel, cost me around $14+

delicious food, tempting me again.-.-

3 of us, :D

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going to update more soon, i have lots of updation. so what more can i bother un necessary stuff like childish only , hello 18 years old already not 3 year old kid k? -'-

2010-10-18T14:11:00.000-07:00

[ it's time to update]

&&& I'm very addicted to this song currently, by BEAST - MYSTERY. its fucking nice. super nice.

different days of working different days of outfit , different friends working with but same work.
its getting boring already this stupidsilly job, aw ~ my friends ask me to change a job. will consider first lar, cause this job quite slack leh. can snap picture can talk on phone chat with friends, do what we likes but when customer come in , its very busy and havoc. sighs !

alright a post before heading out tonight, going to have buffet @ trader hotel with mum & sis.
^ i must really update once a while if not my reader will be getting lower and lower.

did i mention i when to dye my hair and its turn out to be 3 colour tone. wtf?
reddish , brownish, blondish. but now currently reddish is gone, left with brownish and blondish. O: whatever like i care ah? cause i going to dye my hair on Wednesday again. hiak hiak hiak.

Yan Ling & Me , during working time, :D

Germain & Me ,during heroic days. at suntec but its closed down cause the sale its frigging bad.

damn, now I'm working at far east dusty, going to work on this Friday i guess ? might be, then off for 3 weeks. can havoc with friends soon, hahaha. i love the way i don't work at all, kinda miss that kind of life.

KOREAN KPOP NIGHT,

don't look at me , i wanted to go but too bad ticket are out of sale. idiot lar, i wanna see my girl generation cansxsx and shineee. grrs ~!!!

recently, too into Korean song one day don't listen to Korean song I'll feel weird. yes, its weird.

i want to see so many Korean group , when can i see them ? hahah.

heard that some of them are going zouk on the 21 nov, I'm still considering going or not?

ya,confirm a lot of hardcore fans there lor.

2010-10-07T20:52:00.000-07:00

going to dye hair tml , yeah and meeting hamima for shopping i guess and at night i'll be heading down to boat quay with felicia & co. i misses her badly , ;/

2 different post in one post, actually i wanted to make it 3 but there is too many photo to upload and i wait till pekchek.
plus i know know know you reader say where Berlicial gone too?( missing in action)
yes too busy with life and so on with my beloved girlfr,:D
yes I'm back to update last month 2nd week till now activities. recently have been working non-stop and when I'm on leave going out nonstop and shopping nonstop and attended my belly dance and friend's birthday chalet. so many thing to elaborate. come on my life are like frigging busy, no time to care UN-necessarily thingy. right ? :)

illuma snap picture and my heel are killing me badly ;/ , i remembered. I sure Shirley remembered too. you don't tell me you forgotten hahaha.
picture do your job now ^^v

sakae sushi with Shirley and hamima after my work. tiring , ):
after work pamper myself a lil bit when to bugis street to get 2 different dress. cost me total : $27. whoot! ;D

follow by : Shirley & Me , :D Hamima & Me , :D

ok , this two girls always make me laughs like crazy infront of so many human. i think they will think that I'm mad, just came out from IMH? LAUGHS OUT LOUDLY.

Hamima say below this picture Shirley & Me like just know friend. not ok, we know each other like don't know how many years from I'm attach till single just that we seldom we meet up till this year, :D hehe. love her, she is also my best girlfr of this year. i love the way she are. :D

Wifey & Hubby , :D Wifey is me & Hubby is Shirley. (L)
for your info I'm not lesbian ok, just that i treat girl a better way than guys.

yes ending of this post. Shirley you can update yours blog too already. hahah, i know you guys wait for so damn long for me to update blog. no time man, since i started working. life are damn busy for me like nowadays.
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Club @ Scape. Dorisa, your waiting long picture. please grab too.
sorry for letting you wait so long. i misses you and Felicia much ok? ;/
gonna meet up you all soon this coming Sunday for drinking session at boat quay. hehe.

LOL, don't see if your eye are hurts when you see my picture. thank you very muchie.

Dorisa & me , :D

she is damn frigging cool , she bring down her mum and dad too to this event. cool right? :)

lastly : end with my photo again.
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too much to update. oh yeah not working at suntec anymore from this Sunday onwards I'll be working at far east plaza & i got my paid already. happy like fuck can , half of it already spend, x: to shopping and blog shop. i keep blog shopping nonstop , its an temptation. (L)

2010-09-20T13:11:00.000-07:00

Club @ Scape Cineleisure will be updating in another post . :)

a quick post before heading out to work @ Suntec. tower 2 ! yes, I'm working. you did not read it wrong. hehe. part time only ! whoot, when i get my paid i going to treat myself awesome shopping and food.

I madly in love with this show after boy over flower and of course I madly in love with lee min ho , LAUGHS. who care?

[Personal Taste] Acted by Lee Min Ho .
I swear this show are damn nice and cool, && Lee Min Ho are just too fxcking handsome.drooling.
i had watched finish this whole episode already and I'm still watching it cause i really love it.
i can't believe that i had watched it the second time almost finishing too. will i watch it the third time? maybe.maybe.
fighting Lee Min Ho,you totally are girls idea boyfriend.
oh and even my mix pod are their theme song.
super nice, following by lee min ho picture and mine, :D LOVE LOVE.

oh my god, this guy over here are so damn handsome. * drool drool *

(L) , lee min ho the most. he he ^^
one week ago @ Serangoon mac, with dude. slacking time. ;)

my mac breakfast early in the morning 4am + , like shiok only.

you are my cup of tea, :P

me & hamima, :)
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byeeeee.
most of all lee min ho, sarangheyo! ♥

i hope lee min ho will come to singapore soon cause i only saw him once before at st.james power house. he like rocks only. :)

2010-09-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

Amber 21 @ Boat Quay was fun but but but drunk not fun at all. hangover like shit.

not going to get drunk again when I'm outside drinking anymore(i promise).

walao, some of the part i remember totally cannot make it siol.

i knew it, but thanks to those guys who take care of me that night.

sorry for the trouble and UN-necessarily thing that happened.

and some day i when out with Shirley she told me i called her when i was seh totally seh. she say i talk craps and all. even cried? LOL, embarrassing la. -.-

i think i gone case , don't know what had happened too la & i slept at some guys chalet with girls.

woke up i immediately check my iPhone wtf , so many text and called from Shirley. sorry girl, i know you are worried about me, i called back immediately and told her i'm fine just that very paiseh nia. happening day man really. zzz

following with pictures , felicia and andrea. (L)

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finally updated this post up, long ago i wanted to update but too many to elaborate so up till now then i manage to update. :D:D:D

see them on the 17th with canny , clara. and many more. (hope this night out will be fun)

we are going to club @ Scape. i don't know even know where the hell Scape at.

bye off to my belly dance, 2nd class today. whoot!

2010-09-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

^^ Movie,Club&Pub @ NANA, :)

Shirley you are totally drunk that night, make me need to take care of you but thanks to you if not I'll be the one drunk again that night. :)

love you ! :D

& you know I'm quite drunk at some random day when i was at boat quay.

i fxcking xiasuey, people carried me all the way to chalet. oh my goodness~~

i don't know what had happened too? i only know I'm frigging sad on some random day

and i when out with Andrea and Felicia + a few guys.. alright that will be update at another post.
--I don't get jealous when I see my EX with someone else, cause my mother always told me to give my old toys to the less fortunate.

Happy Birthday Ann Ann, :D

me @ NANA, :D not much solo photo on that day.

Shirley & me, hamima always call her lily. LOL

Kelvin & Shirley, :D

the threesome , but i don't know his name. I'm sorry i forgotten , never mind i know Shirley will tell me right? *wink *

@ Cine , :D

our supper at MacDonald !

STEP UP 3, :D

cool, new york new york~~

the club can't even handle me right now ~~

if you watch this show you'll get what i mean, the dance step are like frigging epic only! :)

4 star/5

OK , end with this kuku picture, :D

^^ more update , just stay tuned for it.

I'll update more often, i not going to leave my blog alone. :D

--Life shows me 100 reasons to break down, but my good friends show me 1000 reasons to smile & stand still.

all quote are from twitter, you may follow me and add me at facebook now. I'm more active in facebook and especially twitter. add me in foursquare too, :) do click at my nuffnang ads, thank you and appreciated.

2010-09-07T18:02:00.000-07:00

( I WANT DYE HAIR , I WANT THIS COLOUR SWEET APRICOT. )

another thing to announce , tonight I'll be attending my first belly dance classes. hope its turn out fun. (YY)

Happy Birthday To My Mother , 4* birthday. its was on the 28August, its a belated post again.
so yeah let picture speak it all. hahah. anyway, few days back i when back to my secondary school. Peicai Secondary School , actually i don't feel like going back. all thanks to Hamima and Jia Wei asked me just go only. so ended up i force myself to get up from my bed at about 10;30am. damnsxs ! teacher day's picture will post in another post. & Jia Wei asked me to take picture with those teacher , i got no mood for that. he say why? i say nothing at all, just don't feel like taking.
its like oh my goodness. sighs , D: whatever la, this is not going stop me enjoying my awesome life alright, :)

me & mum.

@ Hougang Plaza Kbox with Mum.

food & drinks,

i can't remember what i order , duh-.- mum order beer.

Bugis street for a small shopping trip and end-up so many people approach me about my heel, where i brough my heels and bla bla bla. interested in modelling?

wth, i just walked away by saying no. crazy. -.-

i got myself a lovely dress, and i brough a birthday cake for mum. :D

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I'm going to update soon, o: recently i had been going club and pubs. i have not update yet.

and what's more i skipped the recent club, heard people say is awesome and fun.

fuck la. no mood can that day.. ^^

damn and one more thing before i end my post , i feel like saying I WANT TO DYE HAIR.

although , few days back i just dyed my hair. LOL again? yes only fringe la. hahah! :)

2010-08-24T17:02:00.000-07:00

currently my hair colour not golden brownish anymore is darken down . :)

Happy Birthday Celine, :D

belated post! ): cause I'm super lazy to update now i have the time to do so, and I'm free.

so i just blog before heading out to DIM SUM @ Chinatown.

with Shirley & Lena , i guess.

aftermath ,will be meeting Dorisa baby. but not sure yet cause she is still sleeping. good la she i only slept for the pathetic 5 hours. shit !

[ for your information this picture below is not me, is birthday girl Celine] :D

Steamboat firstly and headed down to boat quay & chill.
hope Celine love my present, and she say she love it a lot. :)
hehe , love! :D

haha , steamboat gathering ! :D
did not ate much, such a pity and i paid for $20++. LOL.

& its me , :0

mess-up steamboat! haha x:

Christy & Me , :D

Celine the birthday girl & Me ,:D

Ferlynn & Me, :D

-end post and this will be the last post posting for this hair colour, aww~

some sort i miss this hair colour but currently want i also like. :)

anyway to me make no different la. just that darken not that bright anymore.

some people actually can't recognise me at first till i say I'm berlicial. :D

okay enough of blogging, I'm late super late for dim sum already , ):

ciao, be right back for more update.

with much love baby and darling! :D

2010-08-13T14:57:00.000-07:00

Friday the 13 , what is it all about ?

first of all , i need to say something very importance i had dyed back my hair to dark brown.
shock ? I know a lot of humans and friends are shocked about this,but yeah I'm sick of that hairstyle but not colour. so decided to change back. no picture yet ! will take picture and post it up soon. i dyed back dark brown two days back! :) happy or what.. ( my fringe is getting longer too ,not going to cut bang for the meantime, i just want long fringe for now )

&&& , i tried so fucking hard to put on contact lens straight to my small eye & ended up mission fail. took me two hours. wtf? i really feel like giving up but i don't want to give up so easily and in the middle of the night my eye got swollen and its hurts so badly i woke-up and cried. scarely or what? sighsssss. how how how ? should i continue to try or give up? :/ anyway its first time leh. my first time trying out. KNS!
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I'm here to update because of this pretty pretty nail , of course this is not my nail but Xuesha nail. oh my goodness , if now i can make this real at my nail right now. i think I'll be a happy girl from now on. although it won't make me be happy forever but at least for 2-3 weeks? if I maintain it well enough i think can last 1 month. arghs , i going to save up money to do this for sure.
man really feel like doing this nail art right now at Serangoon garden, its recommended by Xuesha blog, here its her blog and there is another link to see many many pretty nails , :>
girls , I'm sure you want to be pretty and happy ah . :D

Xuesha blog :http://www.xueshasha.com/
to view more about nail and make any appointment with them here the link and that person number : http://flawlessnails.blogspot.com/

fuck , pretty right? damn it, i going to do this next week if I'm able to save up to $100+.
expensive i know but once in a while pamper myself with something different really light up my life i don't need any love to light up my life. cause love , ok stop ! stop talking about love. no mood for this. hahaha .

Saturday outing with mum : lets picture do the speaking. not going to talk anymore craps by wasting my reader time...

dinner at amk with mum , SHABU - SHI ! :D is at AMK hub outside , near taxi stand! ;)
tried out if you want to feel something new.

end my post with my own zi-lian picture.

:D:D:D.

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I love what Xia Xue say about @ Twitter : you very interesting meh , why should i follow you?
I have retweet about what she say @ my Twitter, :)
sieh funny!!!

2010-07-28T14:30:00.000-07:00

finally i'm back for blogging , i know you guys can't wait for my update and upload photo.
espcially Shirley, hahah finally grab your photo now and post it in facebook , :>
I'm very lazy you know or not , because of you I blog and you motivate me to blog.
cause i know my blog are super damn dead nowadays. HAHAH!

WAIT I'M SO ACTIVE IN FACEBOOK & TWITTER, add me if you have an account too. :D

Cinelesure > Pub @ Rainy Bar? > St.James > Dragonfly. clubbing & pub , wheet. my night life are alive again. so happy!

^^ Rainy Bar? LOL

Shirley & Me , love you much much man. sweet ! :>

Hamima & Me , :D

Shane & Me ,

end my post with my own pictureks again , :D ;D

friday night was awesome , :D

was out with Shirley , Hamima , Lena , Jaz , Shane , Kelvin & Karean . :D

bye , i go and have my lunchie now.

don't love me when you intend to leave me at the first place.

i fcxking hate this.

2010-07-15T19:05:00.000-07:00

Sakura Buffet with @ Elizabeth , :D
you may check it out more information here , vv

http://www.sukigroup.com.sg/suki/sakura.htm

which outlet i when to ? Dhoby Ghaut Green, mine thinking was different place diffrent taste?

i don't know might be the same too , so if you wanna try out you may go to any outlet of course.

but please book if you wanna get a good seat and i think you do not want to wait any longer when you are hungry. (AWESOME).

don't miss it, i doubt you don't wanna miss any good food. *wink*

food , food , food ! :D
shopping shopping shopping , :D
this is what i do almost every week once or twice . how lucky am i ? huh , :D

ok nothing left to say. so i do stop here.

FMLLLLL , i getting flu nowadays. damn i don't like it. freak ! D;

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going to gym with mummy afterwards. shock that Berlicial will go gym , not always but just once in a while.

flu please get away far far from me , you are such an irritating ass. haha.

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心碎的很好聽 , out of no where i keep listen to jay chou 夜曲 . its a old song man, but i don't know why , i just love to listen this song. nowadays.

紀念我死去的愛情跟夜風一樣的聲音　心碎的很好聽.

2010-07-02T19:27:00.000-07:00

Dawn Yang & Me , ^^
she is friendly, damn super friendly.
Her's blog.
http://www.dawnyang.com/
Singapore Hottest Blog, Clap Bang Kiss.

I'm not a lover or a fighter. But I will FIGHT for what I LOVE!

Mummy & Me , AMK for PEPPER LUNCHIE ! :D @

me my zi-lian picture ^^ ,:D

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我愛你沒有保留

我愛你就到最後有些人值得等候

有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動

生命盡頭反正一場空

只要你記得我們那麼愛過我忘不掉你第一次吻我 ;

PS我愛你 - A LIN

事到如今終於讓自己屬於

我自己只剩眼淚還騙不過自己突然好想你

你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈突然好想你

突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲變成兩部悲傷的電影為什麼你

帶我走過最難忘的旅行然後留下最痛的紀念品 ;

突然好想你 - 五月天
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I’m most afraid of a sudden stillness, most afraid of friends’ concern

I’m most afraid of memories suddenly engulfing me in sorrows that won’t subside

I’m most afraid of suddenly hearing news about you

If nostalgia had a sound, I’d rather it not be mournful weeping

These days at last I belong fully to myself

With my tears to remind me how I’ve fooled myself

Suddenly missing you, where could you be, are you doing well or not

Suddenly missing you, a suddenly sharp memory, suddenly indistinct vision

We were like the most beautiful song, turning into two tragic films

Why did you take me on such unforgettable travels

And then leave me with such painful souvenirs We had so much sweetness, so much beauty, so much faith, so much pain, such a passionate past

Why did we rush off each to grow old in our own happiness and regrets ?

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end my post till here , i'll post more and i have a lot to post.

SAKURA & SHOPPING with @Elizabeth will update another post.

Meet-up @Shirley shopping at bugis & Crystal Jade , also will update in another post, :>

stay tune !

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When you love someone, you double the feeling; seeing them sad makes you sadder, seeing them happy makes you happier.

Technically, I’m single. Emotionally, I’m completely taken because in my heart, I’ll always be yours.

2010-06-21T18:28:00.000-07:00

I'm here to update my blog. :>

3 2 1 let go party , :) ^^ know you guys miss me much. without blogging almost 3 week right? cause I'm having so much so much fun till I'm super lazy & tired to update my blog. i promise I'll update more if I'm not lazy & tired. you know I'm such a lazy bum. guys miss me? yes I'm here to show you my ugly pictures , :D oh yeah 3 months without dying my hair , 1 week ago i when to dyed my hair. cool , and i always got a free hair treatment by Serene Auntie. :)

now mostly I'll be twitting more & facebook-ing more. sometime I'll just leave my blog alone & not updating much, yea !

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alright i saw Dawn yang 2 days ago with mum @ Supper club Flea Market.

& she is very awesome , friendly & her figure whoots ! nice , :)

mum took a picture of me & her ^^ , picture will upload in another post, :>

recently i brough a lot of thing like heel , dresses , ear ring & face mask.

so enjoying, and i hope M.A.C Make-up Store will ask me for an interview & i can stop rotting at home.

2010-05-31T19:18:00.000-07:00

I don't know where should i start update from. I'll just start update my own personal thingy.

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我要快樂 ,我並不是天生愛寂寞　卻比任何人都多!

把從前想了一遍　謝謝了　傷我的人.

心不是熱的　全都是假的　只有眼淚是真的　＊
我要能睡的安穩
就算把世界給我　我還是一無所有
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說了再見/ 周杰倫 lyrics, this is the song i listen at every moment, repeated many times.
this is his new album song. :)
天涼了雨下了妳走了清楚了我愛的遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了想要放放不掉淚在飄妳看看妳看看不到我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到說了再見才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到若角色對調妳說好不好說了再見才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找再次擁抱一分一秒都好天涼了雨下了妳走了清楚了我愛的遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了想要放放不掉淚在飄妳看看妳看看不到我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到說了再見才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到若角色對調妳說好不好妳的笑妳的好腦海裡一直在繞我的手忘不了妳手的溫度心碎了一地撿不回從前的心跳身陷過去我無力逃跑說再見才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找再次擁抱一分一秒都好.
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我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到說了再見才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到若角色對調妳說好不好

說了再見才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找再次擁抱一分一秒都好

想要放放不掉淚在飄妳看看妳看看不到我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到.
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I know I'm super extremely emo, but what can i do?
what can i do now is stop thinking nonsense and get back to my awesome life.
well , sometime life are miserable. not every minutes or second or hour are always happy. we'll get down at times, so there is always a way for us to find a way back to happy.
yah so ^^.

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well , i going to have my dinner soon. be right back for more blogging. :D

2010-05-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my 18 birthday belated + belated mother day's with Sister , in the actual day sis was in Hong Kong. yeah , speak about Hong Kong, man i really feel like going. tsk!

had dinner @Airport Crown plaza?! Is actually @ T3 la , for your information. yes, the food was quite pretty nice. just that the lobster soup not really power uh! i prefer jack place . :D
I love the cheese , red wine , lobster! whoot, awesome. picture taken below my post.

alright , I'm lazy to type more. so yes picture speaks, last but not least , sorry & thanks to my sister for waiting due to my lateness. I'm sorry! & thanks for the dinner and present. i like it ,<:

o.O , I'm going to sister house later on with mummy. man busy week of me this week, i have a lot a lot to update. I'm lazy I'm slow. so yeah bear with my slowness of blogging don't rush me to blog uh. I'll blog when i have time ,when I have the mood to blog.

Shirley[hubby], you have to wait for me to update then you grab those picture in my blog. k? sorry for letting you wait also. hahah X= , I'm going to meet you on Saturday for late dinner & drinking again. happy right, :D see you, loves.!

my zi-lian picture first, hehe.
sister & me,

mummy & sister, :)
[food time,VV^^]

me , sister & mum vv^^.

okay , something wrong with this post. fuck blogger dame much.

whatever man , i not going to bother. i have update & i have blog so I'm fine with it.

if blogger don't let me post, I'll fuck them . LOL

alright 5am now, morning. going to sleep right nao.

beauty sleep I'm coming nao, x3

a lot of outing recently. yes I'm enjoying my life very much.

next week going to take up some part time job. yes , now I'm like princess I'm not working I'm not studying, I'm just enjoying my life away. I'm super lazy so I don't know when will I officially start working. OK, i know I'm 18. so what , I don't give a dame. I know life is short , so?

I'll start working when I have made a right choice. make-up will be the best for me no office line please . I'll be dead .

and this few day maybe my mood will be dame pissed off, if i have pissed you guys off. I'm super sorry because I'm having my period. period suck,z! stupid.

:P, CIAOS.

2010-05-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

3 Post , 3 different day & 3 different place. going out with different human , :)
sorry for my slowness of blogging, going to blog what its happening in my life nowadays. :D
Met-up with Shirley @ Far East > Bugis > Pub >V3 & V4. reached home about 6am in the morning. great outing with my Hubby Shirley. :D:D ILOVE.

Dined in @ Sakae Sushi, Located @ Bugis Junction. :)

oh , night out with her was dame enjoyable. pub with number of guys, & one of them is ah boy.

LOL , so qiao man. going to meet-up with Shirley later on. :) can't wait can't wait.

Sakae Sushi , nice! craving for it very long. hahah (:

& Shirley always say I'm tall. OK, i admit I'm. but i want to grow taller. taller please. X= hehe.
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Mum & I , Ikea Day.

Dined in @ Ikea Food Court,

WOW , the salmon was dame delicious , i like it a lot. yummy! thumb-up.

Soup of the day, its was as yummy as salmon too.

food food food, tell me how am i going to lose weight? hahah !

random day out with Esta.Teng. :D

@night saw human @ mac, shall not mention name because this was none of my problem.

Lan @ Kovan , Serangoon for Supper , Slack @ some playground with J & L . Home Sweet Home by cab, :) tired max. oh man, -.-

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more to update, stay tune for it. i have to sleep right now, my eyes dame tired.

goodnight+goodmorning world, me berlicialgohpeilin want to sleep right naoooooooo.

loves,:)

haha, look like I'm having so much fun everyday. good! :)

imy, grandma.D:

2010-05-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

我們沒有在一起 ; by Rene Liu.

great song , I love it.

must listen, its a must everyone. (:

你一直說的那個公園已經拆了還記得盪著鞦韆日子就飛起來漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野你那傻氣
我真是想念那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變時間走了
誰還在等呢這杯咖啡忘了加糖真不是我那麼傷感世界太複雜
你說單純很難我當然都明白
可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣總是遠遠關心遠遠分享
那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家兩隻手握著晃呀晃呀捨不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想跟你走吧管它去哪呀.

currently watching this show : awesome show ;) 偷心大聖 P.S. 男 . Thumb-ups!

recently had been catching lot of Taiwanese drama , i totally fall into all love story drama. LOL.

like : 就想赖着你 , 下一站，幸福 etc etc .. :D

& not forgetting Korean Song , its a must to listen everyday. :D

having dinner later with mum & sis. come back with more update.

again , i have lots of update to update. grrs !

2010-05-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

Fish & Co , with mum last week @ AMK.

Enjoyed my food & its simply delicious, can't control when I'm eating good food that why I'm gaining weight , ): but i know when to control my diet. no need worries.

Food.Food.Food! :)

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dinner last night @ grandma grandpa temple. again food ? hahah.
after a post , heading out to meet Elizabeth for supper, food again.
oh man , don't ask me to slim down. how am i going to slim down like that?
but i think i not going to eat supper , I'll look at Elizabeth how she eat, laughs~
oh and i going to buy cookies ingredient later, i going to bake cookies. hees , xD

2010-05-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant @ United Square.
you may visit this website for more information,> www.viennabuffet.com/welcome.asp .
Celebrated second round of birthday with mum , :)
those good food was awesome, and i was too full to try out other food. aw.
Mummy , I want to say Thank You for your wonderful dinner & HAPPY MOTHER DAY . :P

:D:D

ok, wondering what am i holding? is a tube of drink or whatever that can drink. actually i don't know what is that too. just took it for fun , cause i think is very cute. -.-

Mummy & I

food was delicious and awesome, if you don't wanna miss out please go & try it then. :)

oh , paiseh sia is me. LOL

i personally like the last photo,:)

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Jay Chou , is coming to Singapore soon for his concert & his newly album is releasing soon.

oh well , I'm not his supporter anyway. I don't really fancy about him , I just love his music a lot.
& sorry but to say that he is not handsome , only cool! don't get offence by what i say to all is supporter. remember i love his music not his look or what-so-ever. tyvm.

6am? oh my goodness of all, should get my beauty sleep real soon, :)

ton with Esta last night. oh man we all get so crazy and shag last night. haha.

but this was great night out with Esta Teng! estasibeichio.com.sg. LMAO. STFU MAN.

will update more post asap ! :)

oh did i mention i when out alone to bugis on friday night for shopping, i enjoyed alone shopping trip.

OK, i think I'm mad. night , beauty sleep is calling me.

take care, friends and family. :D

2010-05-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

Rest In Peace , Amanda Tan HuiMin.

Sorry for my slowness of blogging . too lazy to update, too lazy to bother what its going on all about.

Celebrated My 18 Birthday @ Costa Sands Pasir ris Chalet. :D
Awesome night out with all long time no met darlings.

who's going to tell me what it's going on in life? one week ago we are still having so much fun in my chalet+ birthday celebration, one week later you passed away. you are just only 16 and who am i talking about my friend Huimin. this is shit , why why why ? I get so upset & definitely shocked.I going to overcome all this shit. firstly is my grandma passed away,now friend. oh , somebody is going to tell me this is life. yes , I understand. Huimin I'll always remember you in my heart. rest in peace , my dear friend.hope you are in a better place now.
grandma, I still miss you very much, still think of you still think of how you passed away that moment. I'm so upset too but I know you are in somewhere better now too.misses! I must overcome all this. oh please , don't give me anymore shocked, I can't take it anymore. well, after this I going to blog something happy, fun, awesome night out with all of my darling. this year 18birthday celebration indeed a successful one, nobody fights nobody quarrelled. I'm glad at this part.no beng & lian. X= . hahaha , i think some of them know who I'm referring to. anyway this is none of my problem compare to last year celebration , I prefer this year. no enemies is here to cause so much of unnecessary trouble. oh fuck them! yucks no I do not want to dirty my own hand or whatever part of my body stay far far away from me, disgusting! DBT! whaha. too much of wording it's time for picture. picture time ! :D Enjoy my 18birthday celebration , :). thanks to all darling who came & got me present. oh not forgetting cake and brownies too. && martell. love you guys 100000000000000000000x & of course my mum & dad who overspend so much for me. ♥♥♥
Thanks to ALL who came that night, love♥.
appreciated

Cut Cake Time , but anyway that not cake is brownie. :P

girl , I'm very upset. rest in peace , Huimin.

Group Picture, only a few left out. some of them came in , in the midnight. -.-

Thanks to Jia Wei mum, :D don't worry its nice and i like. oh not forgetting to thanks all of my baby , for present & martell. :)

Picture time not going to talk more. :) picture speak : 10000000000x

Cassandra & Me, :D

me holding martell, not very drunk on that night. just a lil bit. X=

Esta & me, :)

look @ how Bryan slept on that night , he was totally drunk. well , he still manage to wake-up early in the morning 6am.

the memories that i won't forget, won't forget. Huimin , rest in peace.

i know you are at somewhere better now.

Bee Boon & I ,

Rainie, I & Elizabeth, :D

Rainie & I,

I , Lynn & Esta,

Jia Wei & I,

Esta & I ,

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Some random day out with Elizabeth , :)

oh finally , i have blog what i wanted to blog.

still have two more post to update. aww ! sian-ed.

recently i can't sleep in the midnight again, no matter how tired am I. what had happened?

i think is because the weather is dame hot. i can't rest well. sucks man. i f.dislike it.

4:47AM now : I'm going out later in the afternoon or maybe evening to shop. at around night meeting Esta , i guess ! :) Esta , is coming to Bugis to meet me after my shopping trip alone.

haha. not funny shopping alone, is fun. i don't care, do you? :D

2010-05-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

1 week + ago, when to see my belove S.H.E. i really get crazy because of them.

oh the queue was dame fucking long, -.- i queue nearly to 4 hours just to see them clearer and get their autographed . man , i nearly fainted at the moment and S.H.E fans was so kind they told me not to faint , JYJY. lol , so i must JY for it. oh -.- not forgetting the crew was a dame big freaker.

i hate the crew there, very cbcbcbcbcbs.

can you see how many ton of people queueing for it !?!?

those reporter sucks, because of them i can't see my S.H.E . tsktsk!

alright that day camera was not with me , that why i used my Iphone to take with.
not very clear but still i can see selina ! open your eye big! :D

finally , i got their signature. happy to the max.

after dinner with mum and JO.EY , cabbed back home after all.
what a surprise JO.EY came and met-up with me and my mum ! :)
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I'm very lazy to blog, so please understand my slowness of blogging.
sighs , i still have many post to update. kinda lazy! X:

2010-04-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

oh baby baby baby oh ! :D

alright last Friday , i celebrated my birthday in advance with friends will update that as soon as possible. :)

@ CHALET ! fun to the max.

& lastly I'm officially 18 ! my love number and lucky number. i guess so. ha !

^ , oh darling and everyone say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

I'm very very happy.

one week ago , i saw my love S.H.E, still they are very pretty as usual, especially SELINA.

^ , goodnight. ciao !

celebrating my second round of birthday later with mum.

no problem friends, I'll enjoy no matter what. love la !

oh yes i do have twitter but i don't know how to use it, i going to explore soon and put it in my blog. i have twitter long ago , last year October 2009 ! long long ago , i follow xiaxue. -.-

2010-04-21T12:50:00.000-07:00

just a small update, nothing much also. no picture, will update as soon as possible.

你為什麼說謊

你說你還在一分一秒也沒走開我想留在這裡可是這一切已太晚我不能再像從前一樣為我們的明天瘋狂你不必解釋你為什麼說謊你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默你一直問我的心到底在不在問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛而我的淚怎麼就流下來.

我愛他

對他唯一遺憾是分手那天我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來若那一刻重來我不哭讓他知道我可以很好*我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘曾為他相信明天就是未來情節有多壞都不肯醒來我愛他跌跌撞撞到絕望我的心深深傷過卻不會忘我和他不再屬於這個地方最初的天堂最終的荒唐*如果還有遺憾又怎麼樣呢傷了痛了懂了就能好了嗎曾經依靠彼此的肩膀如今各自在人海流浪我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘逃不開愛越深越互相傷害越深的依賴越多的空白該怎麼去愛.

alright I'm getting a little bit of emotional right now but I'll be alright soon after all.

i need to take a break seriously , i going out for a small shopping after that meet-up with Elizabeth to get some stuff for Friday. be right back for a new post , :D

2010-04-15T19:01:00.000-07:00

lalalala, first of all i wanna say HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE SEAH GIRLFRIEND, :D
14April2010 , its her actual birthday.:D:D haha, but we met-up one week ago 7April. :D
we met-up for shopping and dinner @ Bugis..
so that day i actually spend $70 - $90. LOL, i brought two dresses. :D
aftermath , we both cabbed back home. oh no she when Serangoon mac while me home, ;)
pictures time , hehe!

okay , as my birthday party I'll take it as a secret first. not going to celebrate at pub but a very difference place. hahah , that why i say I'll keep it secret first. :)

I'm so so not going to tell you guys.

yesterday some fucked-up guys called my hand phone and ask some irritating question.

i think you all are very very childish and immature. its time to grow up. -'-

still , i end my post by posting S.H.E picture. cool ! ;)

sorry I'm so into them now now now...

I'm very excited for my birthday party celebration. hehe. =X

and and my fringe is getting longer and longer , should i cut? or no. hmm , thinking how arghs!Z.

2010-04-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

S.H.E Photo & Kbox with mummy at Hougang ! :) & its Klunch.
starting with S.H.E photo first, counting down for my birthday and S.H.E reaching Singapore real soon. can't wait to see them, after so long...

I love Selina hair, anyway three of them I always love Selina the most. haha. :X
oh man , my zi-lian picture all out .. hehe ..

I like this picture the most v.v . :P

LOL , do i look very nerd over here? ah toot man, nice what cannot meh?

alright when mum was singing LADY GAGA - PokerFace , i got nothing better to do so i snap it.

hahaha. bo liao hor i ! Klunch ! :D

Mummy & My , Klunch. [:

enjoy life, hahaha.

你看世界沒有毀滅心也沒有碎其他的就交給時間解決你當然可以重新再愛受過傷的更懂怎樣愛與被愛所以別再理有他的回憶有空再回憶離開你的只有他但是愛還在聽我說愛是對的錯的是我們還沒學會愛　就急著愛人而愛錯人　可是愛就對了遇到下一個　愛上就愛了痛苦或快樂都是我的.

I ♥ this part,愛是對的錯的是我們還沒學會愛　就急著愛人而愛錯人　可是愛就對了遇到下一個　愛上就愛了痛苦或快樂都是我的.

2010-04-08T15:42:00.000-07:00

S.H.E is coming to Singapore soon ! :D

whoot, so looking forward to it but this time round i can't attend their concert.

fuck man , because ticket sold out. all sold out, i can't find any of their ticket. shit ,-.-

but on the 18th April @ Plaza Sing on 5pm they will have a 簽唱會. I'm going with my mother to queue for their signature.

I really love them like nuts! I think I have already love them for 7 years or even 8 years,

starting of their very first album.. they rocks very very much OK!:D♥♥♥

Rocker Rocker !:P

S.H.E ♥, :>

alright , 2 week to - 3 week ago . met mum at far east to redo a make-up test and ate our dinner at a Korean restaurant. forgotten took a picture of the main dish but instead i took a picture of the side order. zzz

alright , my blog is not entertaining you guy so please if you don't like me or care about me

what is the point of looking at my blog to find entertaining. you guy are dame fucking childish.

a lot of time to waste thats your fucking own business. fuck off .

I feel very tired,very very tired. life are dame fuck-up sometimes. i just don't like it. =/

hehe, bling bling again. i took a picture of it again because this is more brightening. chio! :)

alright guys , I'll be celebrating my birthday at boat quay. on April 24 Saturday,if you are coming down do give me a call , :D:D. will be celebrating at Qi Li Xiang , Pub ! [:

met Valerie yesterday , fun ! will update at another post. :D

2010-04-07T12:41:00.000-07:00

Sometime , Talk Is Bloody Cheap! Fcuk.
~
A post before heading out to bugis with Valerie ! :)
^^
I don't wanna talk anymore , meet you at the dance floor. haha!
stop telephone me me eh eh eh eh.

2 weeks ago met-up with Elizabeth to bugis to have a shopping.

alright that night i spend $120+ if I'm not wrong. stupid laaaaaaa , money fly again.. tsk!

because you know when you go shopping , sure spend money ! D:

and did you notice something ? i cut my hair shorter, where? YES , is my side burn..

Pastamania for our dinner that night , Elizabeth ate pizza for dinner while me ate pasta of course. :P

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don't fret , what you see is what you get.

i believe someday.....

i trust someday.....

i believe , i trust but not you.

alright be back posting again.

FOREVER MEAN OVER and you know nothing last forever.

2010-04-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

kind of busy , bitch ! :D
currently music : LADY GAGA , TELEPHONE. great music! I♥.

whoot, finally i got my DIPLOMA CERT. phew! although i never really done a great job but still yea. happy with it , gonna to start looking for a job right now. at vivo or maybe town ! not yet confrim , so let see how. :D:D

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2 weeks ago , out to town with elizabeth. ok , i know i'm always a late queen as before. x.x

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out to town with elizabeth to collect my cert , aftermath we both are very very hungry so we

walked to cine to have our dinner @ hong kong cafe. nice, i like their food there. :D

ate our dinner and shop a lil , took a cabbed home after all !

Food @ hong kong cafe , drinks and dim sum..

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took some pictures,:D

ha , pictures time !

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end of the day !! :D

blog at 4:12Am ,arghs!

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stop stop stop telephone me , i kind of busy . bitch ! :D

stop calling stop calling stop calling me,

you had been a very very very bad girl lady gaga , gaga!

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23 more days to my 18 birthday ! looking forward to it , but other hand i not looking forward too cause i'll be working real soon . so bored ! zz

oh man talk too much , off to watch show ! bye^^

2010-04-01T17:42:00.000-07:00

1st April / April Fool Day , I fool a lot of human today. laugh-ing stock ! i bluff them say that I'm pregnant and most of my friend believe it and i asked them do you all know what the doctor say?they reply what the doctor say? and i told them is APRIL FOOL DAY lah . dame funny i was laughing non-stop ! -.-

[3weeks ago Steamboat @ Sister house]

^^ , alright dear friends do you guy miss me dame lots for not updating for dame freaking long.?

hahah , I'm very busy , I'm very very lazy and mostly lazy. tsk ! oh man , i love my own IPhone. blingbling. hees ! xD

Thanks to sister, :D

3 weeks ago , STEAMBOAT @ sister house! :D
I'm dame lazy to type more more more. pictures speak million of words.

& more and more picture.

[mum , sister and me ! , :D]

trying to act emo over here. :X

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many to update , many many so of course I'll not update now maybe later or days or even week again , then I'll be updating my blog again.

26 more days to my birthday ! :D:D what surprise will i get? hehe.

thinking a lot, ciao!

2010-03-10T05:39:00.000-08:00

Alright , I dyed my hair back to this colour, laugh-ing stock i know but who cares? i like!
oh yea new hair cut + redyed. bang again ,-.-
Maggie & me , hahahaa ! very shag man ton the whole day + working + L4D. duh, lame =.=
reached home on the next day 11am + , can't remember also few day's ago i saw Jk @ lan shop that day. oh man , tired max!
these days i have been staying at home not going out. =/ "rotting like crazy"
the weather is killing me like nobody's problem , irritating cansxsxsx! ccb, when can the weather stop heating like shit. dame it ! aww, everyday and nights I have to bath, bath and still bath so many million of time still its fucking dame hot. grr, can BBQ liao seriously. shits!
although now raining but still hot like black shit , and time check 5:33am ! soon, i going to sleep because its not early now.

will take more photo soon, don't care this dirty toilet. censor the toilet bowl behind like very sucky.

---沒那麼簡單! :(---

^^ miss my grandma still. misses!

stay tune , come back with more update. ;}

2010-03-04T02:39:00.000-08:00

Photo Spam, :D
I'm back , I'm not dead yet & lastly I'm not Missing In Action Alright. I'm here, ;D
Chinese New Year had ended , i don't like this year Chinese New Year cause something bad had happened to my grandma, I'm so sad my grandma passed away. grandma , rest in peace !
I misses my grandma badly mad ! sighs ,D;
well , this is call life ! i think i still can't accept that my grandma had already gone,think time passes I'll be alright soon.

I LOVE MY GRANDMA , :D

Pout face , 1 more month to 18 years old. very old leh,i don't like it lor.
oh yeah , i must say something Korean guys are just too handsome and fucking hot , i like i love ! ;>

alright , i know i look dumb here. hee hee ! (:

was out with Jia Wei to Bugis that day, :D

although i don't really have to mood to enjoy but still i must enjoy shopping.

shopping kill stress and everything , i really crazy in shopping but must have $ lar.

no money no honey lor, hahaha !

[Jia Wei & Me , :D]

let meet-up soon my friend.

:D

^, taken at Chinese new year day 1 , yes me wearing qipao . haha , i know i look dumb here too.

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FMI , friend are like fucker no offence to anyone of you.

friends come when you have money , if you don't have they will leave you.

this is call friend , wow i like !

sad to say that i don't have this kind of friends , actually i don't trust anyone of you including my friend , i only trust myself . only myself. all are just fakers and hypocrites.

and life are just like game only have win or lost don't have what call half half , bullshit !

love sucks ,i agree.

everything are just too painful.

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should ciao right now, tomorrow i should be going down to boat quay to relax myself.

hard time hard time.

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oh man , i when bugis that day i spend $126.50. what fuck ! i must control using so much money.

oh i re-dye my hair colour and do treatment, treatment is free. thanks to that auntie, :D

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everything happened too fast and quick !

I'm so happy to say that I'm not going to bother them anymore.

Yes , I feel sick and tired looking at their .......

label : i must get use to it.

2010-02-15T21:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO , HUMAN! (:
First of all , I must say HAPPY VALENTINE DAY'S and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR >.:D
[To everyone :^.^]
i know my blog was deadly dead long long ago , cause someone motivate me to do some blogging !
so as a friend i do some blogging and elaborate some stuff out here, (:
frigging loads of mine own photo , i zi-lian laaaaa ~
hees, I'M so happy max. oh and some one in QLX , brought me ROSE for vday. just 1 ROSE better than you don't have one, hahahah ! photo , of rose will upload in another post.
lazy to say more ,
if you don't wanna see my photo, please i don't need to teach you how just exit
my blog will do, :DD
but if you don't continue to read this post i think you'll miss something interesting , ah ha! :DD

- you are just a mother fucker laa ` ;PP

I'll elaborate here , this year Valentine Day , ME BERLICIAL GOH NO NEED TO SEE TWO FUCKER FACE , BECAUSE SEE THEM WILL PUKE. SERIOUSLY AND NO CRAPS ABOUT IT.

IN FACT NOT ONLY 1 IS 2 THIS TIME ROUND . LUCKILY I DON'T NEED SEE 2 FUCKER FACE THAT WHY I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT IT,:D HAHAHA.

look at my nail , nice right. don't jealous don't jealous k ! (:

alright , my hair colour fade 2 week ago. i need to re-dye my hair again.

probably will change colour again , so let wait ! (:

out to boat quay , if you are going. text me ! ;D

last but not least : complicated !

2010-02-02T07:06:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, just watched FINISH 海派甜心大結局 ! VERY FUNNY , TOUCHING AND SAD. I KNOW I'M NUTS SLEPT EARLY AND WOKE-UP EARLY JUST TO WATCH 海派甜心大結局. the most funniest part only have 4 episode ! whatfuck ?!?!? I have a urge to repeat watching 海派甜心 ALL OVER AGAIN. SHOULD I ? I THINK I SHOULD.

Bangkok Trip Part "2" ! :D

sorry reader of mine so late then update ,for reader information Part "1" is below below Post V.V

I'm very very very happy for this Bangkok Trip compare to 3 -4 years ago Taiwan trip with mum. although i love Taiwan a lot but that time i go , i don't really enjoy cause i thinking of some fucker in Singapore. -.- fuck this , seriously ! ): , how nice if i can go Taiwan again. maybe will have chance if i be a good girl not a bad girl who suck blood . LAUGHS OUT LOUD ! :D

too many ugly picture , if don't like than don't look at it . stop spoiling your beauty eyes, :}

Look at the FLOWER not me , its real flower not fake . at first i thought was fake one till i smell the Flower then i know is real Flower -.- , LOL. nice flower , :D

I was enjoying my food , my mother snapshot me. i swear i really enjoy the food a lot,
that why when I'm back to Singapore I put on weight, this is NBCBBBBBBBBB!!
I don't want to be fat , fat not nice. ):

MBK , my mother took a picture of me again. hees ! (:
sunny day , i remembered.

I loves all this photo taken at Bangkok , my mother was the photographer . Thank you ! :)

Very unique picture , but some are very funny i think . i really miss Bangkok a lot , you know why because Singapore are really very bored and a lot of bloody sucker.

It's Mother and Me , :D lovely .

Accessories and Clothing , (: many many you know. haha , mad cheap .

Food @ MBK : alright i must seriously say nice and delicious food , yummy max ! yumss.

Real Bird Nest In Thailand/Bangkok , :) one word : SHUANG.

OK, this is my first time and first experience trying the fish spa @ Bangkok.

my first time trying i feel very ticklish lor and i feel like screaming very loud like nobody around in the shop but there is , so i must cover my mouth tightly . after a while , i get use to it already.

but my LAO BU no lor , she scare till like very stress like that. dame funny , i can't stop laugh-ing at her , hahahaha !

this is how i enjoy my life , great life , good life and happy life. :D

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Part 3 , last I'll upload at another post. too many thing to upload in one shot . :)

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time really flies, 12 more day's to Valentine Day !

A LONELY VALENTINE DAY, I DON'T LIKE .

erm, I'm actually thinking will someone give me a surprise on that day , hope so.

but don't get the wrong idea not that fucker. i don't need a fucker to give me surprise. TYVM.

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this few day's i don't really feel happy again. i feel moody at time, i have attitude problem.

so don't try to be funny with me, I'll kill you...

nowadays , I'll be at Boay Quay or either Serangoon, if not at home.

I'm chionging my AUDITION again. Sighs!

^^ can I find some spare time to Far East to do something , get my own thing and stuff.

I'm very lazy bum leh, can someone please motivate me or not or not huh huh !!!

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alright Its morning again, 7 : 04 AM , I'm planning to sleep right now , tada ! off !

2010-01-28T19:19:00.000-08:00

海派甜心,海派甜心,海派甜心,海派甜心,海派甜心,海派甜心,海派甜心
alright , i know i fucking crazy and mad about them but they are just too pretty and handsome.
aw , i remember few years back i saw 羅志祥 at Bishan before, he dame dame dame handsome that i can't take my eye off of him . hahaha! :D ,smile.
[達浪, 達浪,達浪,達浪,達浪,達浪,達浪,~]
i know I'm heartless too ,reader know why? cause i neglect my LEE MIN HO already, till the last I'll still choose 羅志祥 cause to me he is the most handsome guy i ever see.

look at 達浪& 寶茱 aren't , they both look sweet . AWwwww. !
envious can but they really matches well , how sweet if they are couple right now.
i bet so ? hees. sorry I know I'm too obsess to them.

楊丞琳 so pretty , 羅志祥 so handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeee , :}

look at the last picture ,aw sad . 薛海 crying , ):
海派甜心, extremely Funny , Sad & Touching. I LOVE !♥
海派甜心! ^ last episode 14 , very kns lor . end i watch what? sian 1/2 siah. wth ! bth ! laughs , -.-
even my mixpox , are all 羅志祥 & 楊丞琳 song , must listen to their song too , cause awesome music , great song ! super nice i must say ! :D

2010-01-27T17:49:00.000-08:00

♥海派甜心! ^^ last episode 14 , sad ): but in the end Dalang & BaoZhuJie getting marry , happy happy . :D
Part 1 , I'll upload Part 2 in another post . :D
Hello world and peeps , I'm back from Thailand/Bangkok ! :D
aw , now i started to miss there already . fun max ! (:
pictures is taken in Singapore airport , a while after i broad the plane with mum.
but first day , I'm super exhausted and no energy at all . once i reached Thai , man I'm awake cause shopping like one mad . haha :D Dress , Top , Bottom , Skirt , Tee , Legging , Stocking & All All , IS FUCKING MAD CHEAP LA. happy max too ! :D I love.
Everyday Buffet , Everyday Supper & Everyday Breakfast there , is dame delicious . I like it a lot and also mad cheap mad mad cheap ! but I grow fatter already . I very sad de neh . fuck care only ! happy & money is more importance.
very relax & enjoy not like Singapore so much of stress. like stupid lor.

^^ me & mum. :D ♥

i like this picture taken in the hotel . Baiyoke Sky Hotel , The Tallest Hotel In Thai.

very cool cansxsx , :D:D especially in black & white version . so nice ! (:

I love my black hat a lot , brought at Thai also . (: cost only : $9.50 . what fuck only , you know ?

Singapore Cost : $25 - 30 for one stylish hat . siao meh !

action action only , first day i brought quite lot of things already look below v.v ! (:

first day : FOOD ! :D

yummy yummy , :D delicious max !

supper time , (: cool . isn't ?

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I miss there a lot , how . tell me how !!!

I want to go oversea again soon , mummyyyyyyyy . haha , she sure kill me when she look at this part. laughs , -.-

2010-01-20T09:40:00.000-08:00

bye !

I'm off to thailand , see me in one week time .

one week time I'll be back .

don't miss me , :D

♥

2010-01-18T03:40:00.000-08:00

等你等到不等了
18/1/2010:
oh yah , i having my new handphone soon later . APPLE I PHONE. man, I'm so happy. like finally only. goodness , at night i still have to work . gone case lah , i want to rest man , but think of money . i must chiong chiong chiong . :D
^^
and yes , i have trim my fringe and re-dye my hair colour again .
no picture yet , but will take soon . like red and orange colour , wa dame nice . i like it , :D

2 more day's , :D I'm coming . happy happy , life without you happy to the max.

just met , Crystal and Elizabeth not long ago . Elizabeth came to my house and had dinner and not long , she when back home & after a while i met Crystal , know what she is doing when i met her?
she was running , -.- . so slim already , still jian fei . laughs , me too . i going do some exercises soon,
if not I'll grow fatter some days. i don't like , k !

OK, fine . I'm single not attach. so what? single life rocks , can or not.

what wrong being a single. i like it , this is my problem. can you all just leave me alone.

16/1/2010-17/1/2010 :

i hangover again , and this feeling suck like hell . can die , seriously.

cab-ed down to Boay Quay , as usual . i drink drank and drunk , i vomited like one shit. fuck , dame disgusting , this is what we call work. I just feel that , its very UN-comfortable. arghs , -.-

ton again , and morning cab-ed back as usual . like one disgust only , really ! SHAG man , totally.

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15/1/2010 :

cab-ed down to far east to take my exam , with mum . on that day , my mum was my model.

alright , i cut short i just lazy to elaborate more more more. very nervous and say true i don't have confidence , how ? very sad can , and pekchek . i have not know my result yet , one week later I'll know my result and all . after all , cab-ed back home with mum , and brought dinner home at my house downstairs coffeeshop , i saw Jia Hui too . haha ;D , i want to talk to her but she don't know walk to where already , after so long i finally saw her . heehee , hope to meet up with her soon.

below , are my school TOP TO TOE - Make-up Academy. yeah yeah , my picture, classmate picture and model picture.

model picture , :D cool right . don't laughs man , this is not funny at all . this is call style lah.

creative make-up , you know or not .

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just to let you know that , what past is past.

I'm not going to bother my past anymore, life still move & goes on everyday.

I already get use to it , my life without you are still dame happy.

my last time crying for you is last year . this year I'll not going to cry for you anymore.

remember what i say, i wish you all the best and happy .

I'm sick of everything , friend come and go too.

so what , i don't give a dame.

don't treat me like an dog , want me then call me . don't want me , one call also don't know how to call . -.- this is what friend call ? fuck off lah , this is not true friend.

like what i say , i don't need so many friend, just one or two that are trust able will do , :D

2010-01-17T15:55:00.000-08:00

lalalala , don't know what to say , let picture speak thousand of words , :D

taken at Qi Li Xiang , Boat Quay. <;

A rose that he given me , LOL !

LOOK at my eyes ! :D:D

pout face , yesterday was a killer . shall not mention in this post , I'll upload in another post .

later on ! :D " my head is spinning around around , ouch ! " pain ! D:

2010-01-14T03:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so so so sick can , i don't know what am i talking about .
maybe will be pile of shit , i don't care that doesn't bother me anymore.
can i tell him that i want to care him , can i trust him from now on. can i say i don't wanna to be together anymore , i feel it so boring and useless . well , this is my shit of life . take it or leave it , the only two choice you can choose , so if i were you I'll leave, i won't take any single thing from you. like bloody idiot .. i don't know anything at all , why can't i be happy . why can't i smile like past , the smile that break long ago . why can't i forget , but remembered i won't forgave and forget easily , so sad to say that I'm not that kind of person who forget easily , you know what I'm still thinking why you leave me ? i have a lot of question mark in my mind & heart , i don't know , i need a pair of listening ear right now , i don't like/love you anymore . simple and easy we are not suitable at all , understand ? or not ? if you don't , so sad i can't help you . you help your own self better way die. so nobody will even care you at all , at all. I'm tired , I'm exhausted , I really feel dame super dead off . I'm so help-less. why I feel so stress ? why , I'm so soft-hearted , why can't i just control my feeling , why can't i stop going to the places that we always used to go , can i stop everything . yes , i feel like stopping everything right now , but my mind and heart just don't care what i say , like I do what I like , ending up crying like nobody problem , who cares ? right am i right , who know I'm tolerate pile of shit , who know actually i have change to bad to worst , or worst to bad , or even bad to good . who know ? i should say nobody know . nobody know me , i know myself better that anyone of you , understand ! you all don't fucking understand me , hey I'm human too , I have feeling why can't you just spare a thoughts for me , are you so cruel to say no . ya , maybe you are so cruel to say no , cause you don't really serious care about how people feel .

alright , i have to stop my nonsense post right now .
i typing out this post is to share how my feeling and thoughts , because now i feel so help-less and my mind thinking of anyhow only ! -.- like very lost and gone .

i should stop typing and typing , i think I'm tired , i gonna to sleep right now . bye - bye ! D;

tomorrow will be a better post , :D
i promise, hope my mood will get better.

2010-01-13T16:18:00.000-08:00

Music : HEARTBREAKER - GDRAGON

updated : My MixPod , :D happy ! :D

First of all , Hello Yellow. LOL ! :P,
i have nothing to do , so i decided to blog.
ton , work , ton , work . what else more ? nothing more.
and my own fringe is getting longer and longer again , sian-ed should i leave it or cut it ?
I don't want to cut bang again , really bored already. i think i should let it long and cover my left or right eye . cool , what ! not cool meh ? haha . better than keep having same bang or whatever.
oh ya , my hair not really very perm anymore . i going back to straight hair soon , i see my own curly hair also , sick of it . D:
V.V

Counting down days , 2 days to my practical exam , 5 days more to get MY APPLE IPHONE,[song, bo!!!!!!] 7 day's to , "cough , cough " . i don't want to type out first , very excited and should i say happy ? :D , still too early to say I'm happy but I'm very contented , (:
Insert Normal Mood Face !

^^ hangover last night till morning , is fucking irritating , i feel like banging the wall , to be awake , i don't wanna to do that cause I'm not crazy yet . OK ! haha .
p/s : i drink a lot man , fuck the customer ! shit him and her ! KNS .
when the minutes i step in, into my home sweet home , i immediately lye on my bed , i can't even have the strength to get up and bath , and i vomit a litter , what the fuck the feeling suck like hell more worst like hell , i can't imagine . o.o , puke and disgust ! yucks.
p/s : i must tolerate some annoying customer , really feel like having a fight with that Ang Kong Girl , she think she have Ang Kong Dua Sai ah ? let me tell you now , you'll have retribution . just wait and see , I'll guarantee laugh my ass out . hahaha . funny man , although I'm angry what had happened last night , yah but look here girl . i don't give a CB DAME on it k . mark my words hor ! LCB , :D .
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I Have My Tolerance , My Tolerance Have Limits.
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Good Thing Won't Last , Bad Thing Last .

UNBREAKABLE LOVE , boyfriend ! :D
I know you love me and YOU know i love you too , :>
hor , darling. ♥

because i know nothing last long , let see fate !
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thank you very much , {:

2010-01-11T16:45:00.000-08:00

^^ i love you so ! :D hahaha.

past few day's , i had been busy with working , exam and going out . of course , I'm tired.i don't wish to neglect my blog at all time but i really don't have the time to update.

busy woman , i guess ! :P

and i know my love is getting Olevel result today . :D

and and and , Jo.ey is getting her result today too .
and and and and , all of my friends who is getting their own result today , all the best ! ;>
actually i feel like going back Peicai today but nobody accompanied me so might as well i don't go. sian liao la . D:
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i very sad man , joking only ! don't take it too serious. 3 more day's to my practical exam and on that day 5pm , getting my own result . fuck ! can i get my diploma cert or not ? hope i can . i can . please i beg god , i can pass ! lmao , x.x
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counting down 9 more day's . till now I'll keep it sceret first , :> . its a HAPPY NEWS .

alright , have to ciao right now . got to go prepare now and off i cab down to Bugis. meeting mummy there , :D:D

you know what , I'm EXTREMELY HAPPY TO SAY THAT MY MUM IS GOING TO GET ME A NEW HANDPHONE SOON . in 8 more day's i guess , :D

APPLE I PHONE, I LOVE . :D ♥

baby , i know you are jealous . so there , don't get jealous .. ily ! xD

2010-01-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

its been such a long time , i last updated man . -.- .
busy with work and of course exam , :D
^^ update more later on , tv first . be right back , :D

i love my baby so much , <: our first date and our love story started on 8 . 01 . 2010. with much loves , sweetestLeon . ♥

[time check , 9:17pm . ]

2010-01-06T17:54:00.000-08:00

Me without any make-up , :D:D

Currently watching : 海派甜心/Hi , My Sweetheart.
acted by : Xiaozhu & Yang cheng lin.
well , its a nice show indeed . hahahas .
da lang da lang da da da da lang ~ , if you watch this show you will get what i mean . haha , xD
^^ and i love their song so much that i can't stop hearing .
lyrics is so meaningful :

窗外的天气就像是你多变的表情下雨了雨陪我哭泣看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离不忍揭晓的剧情我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里真希望雨能下不停让想念继续让爱变透明我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love
窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆真希望雨能下不停雨爱的秘密能一直延续我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽
冷冷的空气很窒息我无法呼吸一万颗雨滴的距离很彻底让爱消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离不忍揭晓的剧情我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里真希望雨能下不停让想念继续让爱变透明我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆真希望雨能下不停雨爱的秘密能一直延续我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽

^^,
Currently watching 桃花小妹 too , both what i watching now are awesome show.
can't wait for next episode to be out . (L)

i want Taohua and Shilang to be together lo , i don't care man . "pout face" , :O.
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counting down 2 more day's to my exam . what going to happen on that day,
surprise ? scolding ? disappoint or whatever . i must calm down myself , if not I'll be stress out and I'll fall a sick until then , how am i going to take my exam right ?
so relax , & have fun to the max for this 2 days . :D:D
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they say if you love someone, no need to be together just see your love one are happy with their life and so on . you will be happy too , but why i don't feel this way ah ? [ question mark man ? ]

^ , more update later on . :D

2010-01-05T13:42:00.000-08:00

Back To Square One , D;

oh my last publish , was 5 day's ago . yucks yucks .
don't really have the time to update nowadays because i have been toning non-stop for this few day's . dame tired , lazy + shag.

Updated @ 4 : 13 PM : actually i keep thinking why must i avoid ? i don't think i must avoid,if we avoid that mean we still care each other , why not we face the reality ? i really feel that I'm not in the wrong, if we continues to avoid ,i think something must be frigging wrong and do you still love/like me ? i doubt that answer is fucking no what right ? so yah , very wrong ! [serious , mood].

不再有你我手牵手一切过了太久終點還是分開 告別你我離開之後這回憶可以保留當初那美好的感動你說你記住了不為彼此難過過各自的生活 OH BABY,你答應我的我都記得但是你卻忘了你的承諾 不是說好彼此都不再聯絡誰都別再犯錯 是我的固執讓你難過但是分手卻也無法選擇 我走了以後你要好好生活 不要想我也別再哭了.

spend money like spend water.
i have to work again to gain back my money
do i really look so sad ? ;( , pity me . sighs .
although in the midist i really seriously feel like sleeping but when the minutes i start lye-ing down on my bed i feel that I'm so awake.
i don't like it when i started missing you, i don't know because i know I'm a dumb.
why starting of the year make me go nut and crazy. wtff ?
can anyone of you teach me , how not to be sad?
& yesterday i just have a SUSHI FEAST with Elizabeth , @ SUSHI TEI (SERANGOON GARDEN)
^^TON @ SERANGOON.

10. i thinking , i ponder , i suspect.

I'm so fucking stress , stress , stress and stress. nothing more.

exam is coming on '3 more days' , so what the fuck am i doing now? nothing.

sorry but to blame on my laziness.

i really Buey Tahan , laughs . -.-

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photo are in my mum handphone , i shall upload later. when she is back from work (:

now , should i go back to sleep or go out ? fuck i really don't know.

ya ya , i everything don't know . can or not ?

why, can't i control myself ? why, i going back to the same old me? why , I'm so soft-hearted.

label : i see nothing wrong , so what the point of bothering so much. zZz.

2009-12-31T18:51:00.000-08:00

Say goodbye to 2009 and Say hello to 2010 . {:
time flies , i knew it long ago.

Emotional breakdown, Confuse,everything mix-up. ~!@#$%^&

Steamboat + BBQ @ Bugis,

with Wilson ,Jia Wei , Bee Boon & Elizabeth.

Firstly , I met with Elizabeth at Serangoon and we took MRT to Orchard,
shop a littler and brought a few eyelash, hahaha. & we when lucky plaza for, ? take money from my dad. haha ! :D , really these day i really spend lots . run out of cash already, job come and look for me now , i can't look for job . because I'm lazy , -.-
you all know what , I'm a lazy bum . wahahaas.

aftermath , Jia wei , Elizabeth & me, go slacking at around Jia Wei house area.
chit-chat a while and shortly after i cabbed back homies , and yah after so long i finally met-up with them for outing , hahaha .. well, meet-up soon again .

{ Elizabeth &Me @ Far East ,[:}

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that all for 2009 , HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE .

and I'll say goodbye to 2009 , my past and everything.

2010 , i hope I'll be happy ,(:

2009-12-29T18:25:00.000-08:00

Ba tam Trip/Indonesia.

with mum and mum friends, :D

RAH AH AH RAH RAH AH AH , I'm Caught In A Bad ROMANCE.

woke-up early in the morning , fucking early. I'm so proud because i get up by my own.
know what the fucking time i get up , ? 4:40Am. whatever cut short everything.
lazy to type more , haha . :D
oh and ya the hotel was awesome and great but the food suck like hell. low standard ?
well , the spa and massage excellent. i like , enjoy to the maxium.
bought lot of thing like , top , accessories and short. bag and wallet , :D
overall , i must say FUN.
the things over there is mad cheap ! <:

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[BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS , LAUGH OUT LOUD]

shocked? without make-up , :D

haha , ^^ had so much fun and laugh-ter. {:

Korean Dinner @ Ba Tam , with mum and mum friend's :D
yes ,is me again without make-up. haha , ugly? whatever. I like or you like.

see the difference with make-up on and without. laughs -.-

i like this picture , so nice . heehees . xD

Hotel Lobby , tooken by mum. :D

cool right , cool right ? i know i sua ku.

mum and me , mum friend's and me . :D

twist twist , :D

and with mum and me , picture . because i have nothing better to say anymore.

Jo.ey , I like you man as in I like your style. WELL DONE. :D

people no face to public their blog, LOL.

^^, update more later on . goodbye. loves !

2009-12-24T09:50:00.000-08:00

I'm going overseas soon "Tonight" , so I'll be not updating as much as i can.

after 3-4 days , I'll be back updating.

busy , spend my this few days toning and not sleeping for this fucking 3 day's .

and i fall , after riding a bicycles @ PULUA UBIN what a nice one . leg pain like hell , still go out not resting at all.

see , i power a not ? haha , :D

Christmas , Christmas & Christmas , this year spending my Christmas without you .

sighs , I'm so broken.

whatever , busy week for me . for my rest of the day.

after my overseas , must meet so many friend's .

aw , not enough sleep man .

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and you know what , i fucking regret after i miss the chance to see LEE MIN HO . shit man ,

i hope he can come to Singapore again , i sure go this time round. "NB"

and and 6 March /2010 , Saturday . S. H . E Singapore World Tour Concert , I SURE GO NO MATTER WHAT . NO MONEY ALSO GO BUT I SURE HAVE MONEY WANT , SO NO WORRIES. :D:D

[ I miss your kisses.] :D "L"

2009-12-21T18:15:00.000-08:00

Blogging while waiting for my Mac delivery to be deliver , Breakfast Time , I Like . {:

[ Patron Tequila, :D ]

Working again @ Boat Quay , Friday & Saturday should be lots of customer but this time round nope , not at all. such a dumb ! still worth cause striaght cash what, hees ! xD
morever , now there like my slacking places already . :D so far so good . whatever only !

if loving you was so wrong , i should not started at the very first places.
I'm so disappointed to you, "L" not "D"
and you are such a idiot who bluff me your name.
what a faker are you ? i don't know .
but but i promise myself not to be a silly , waiting for nothing again.
you know how much i missed you and like you ? you don't even know , and i ponder
you don't give a fuck care on it, yeah i should know it
more ever , you have girlfriend and you deny you don't have one.
what the fuck-ness?lmaos , xD
you think that I'm a silly and dumb here ,am i right ? so happy to tell you, I'm not.
I'm very happy with your act , should i give you a award or some thing expensive ?
and let me tell you that i like , like like you till want vomit . haha , funny or not.
you don't be such a bo money kia leh , asked your brother paid everything for you.
eh , XIA SUEY. i don't care whether you'll see it or not , this is your fucking problem not mine. don't poke it in to mine. such a BIG LIAR. XDD.

[ I received my first CHRISTMAS present , well I'm so happy can. cute hor?
Thanks Chloe for giving me a CHRISTMAS GIFT. THANKS ,A BILLION. :D

and its look so beautiful at my nail now, frigging satisfy. whoot's, (:

--I've eaten my Mac Breakfast , great. dame nice ! i lovin it.

--Time check : 5:58Am, doing nothing but blogging and listening to some sad song.

--going to turn in soon , after 3 games of AUDITION and sleep.

--planning to go ST.JAMES tonight but end-up at home , cause I no mood at all . so moody this few day. like one emo kid ,D;

-- Because I Know Love Won't Bring Us Together & I Expected The Out Come So I Have To Say Goodbye , (♥).

-- and lastly I must really thanks my dearest JO.EY for helping me do my BLOG. :D:D

i promise , i seriously must promise myself , forget this jerk soon. I'm pleasing myself. laughs ,-.-.

6:24AM : peeps , yes I'm still sad but i promise you all I'll be a happy girl again once i get rid of that fucking bastard. I know no point liking and be sad for him. i guess i'll be alright soon , no worries peeps. HAPPY BERLICIAL WILL BE BACK SOON. NO SAD NO SAD. CHILL , :D

2009-12-18T23:06:00.000-08:00

[還能愛多久,不愛我,請離開我]

and don't be shock with my hair colour , reddish pink .

well , say true its red man . -.-

because hair salon , run out of pink . no stock . saded , );

Maybe , I'll wait for one month later or two month or so , to dye hair again . :D
because i want my hair to be pink in colour . laughs , I know I'm nuts but what I don't give a dame on it , OK ! {:

Quited Airport Work , Skipped Airport Work & Pon Airport Work.
I'm bad ? of course , I'm lazy to go I'm lazy to step out of my house , I'm lazy to get up from my bed , I need to rest , I want to sleep k . so at the end , I don't give a bloody fuck on it. none of business anymore. yah , so what if I'm pretending I'm sick or I'm real sick , do you give a pretty care of it , i doubt fucking no. so might as well i quit . OK .

I have my Boat Quay Job Is More Than Enough, cause i like. although sometimes bored like hell.

Yesterday , supposed to work but end-ed up i skipped and quited , cab-ed down to Bugis shopping bought lots of thing , equally i spend $50 - $60 ? like fast only . what the hell , -.-
I bought one top , a few items of accessories and 3 fake eyelash . haha, spend like nobody business man . I'm happy , I wanted to get more things but i run out of cash . sighs , !
so i must work work work ,earn earn earn then go shopping again .

anyway Christmas its round the corner , need to say goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010.
fast one , my beauty therapy exams coming soon , am i prepare ? am i confidence ? will i be able to pass and cope ? i dare to say I scare I fail . =/

[ note : 'D' , I miss you. do you know that ? you mean nothing to me but still i have to say I miss you. ]

hahas, human say i look like doll again + now more ridiculous like devil too . Arghs , because I in red hair ? LOL .

I'm working today at Boat Quay , remember to stalk me there . alright , :D
11pm - 4am , I'm sure I'll be dame shag after 4am.

;

I currently in love with this two song , 放弃你 by 郭書瑶/瑶瑶 & 倒數 by 蕭亞軒 .

is in my mixpod , you reader can hear from my blog . :> frigging nice , i love i love .

怎麼我會說　太晚了你不用送其實我想說　可不可以不要走車裡的歌　尾奏已經結束突然我們都沉默　你不敢看我討厭這樣　我們都有話藏著不說你總是那麼處處在意我越害怕傷害我　我感覺越難受你不懂　我沒你想像脆弱＊＊熱情結束以後　冷靜開始以後　時間開始慫恿　勸深愛的人放棄　我不想倒數　還能愛多久　不愛我請離開我　勇敢祝福以前　找到幸福以前　我會耐心等候　並重新適應寂寞　開始倒數　開始忘記　值得你的愛　我確定不是我　(我們都愛過)＊下一個週末　會不會就各自過漸漸少聯絡　這樣算不算分手我會想念你親吻　你擁抱但我不想欺騙我　真實的感受討厭這樣　愛變質後誰都不認得情人終究不一定變朋友越相互關心著　越加速疏遠了別觸碰　我在逞強的笑容--是不是從前我們太懶惰任性往相反方向移動　直到看不清楚說出那一句謝謝你眼痔艙M奪眶而出　快要不能自己難　很困難　再見要說的多快呢.

I'm so sick of it , alright . byes . update soon , wait for my update soon , my readers. :D:D

2009-12-17T02:03:00.000-08:00

I'm back to update finally , frigging long never get a post done.

Do you all know why , i have not been updating as much as the past because my blog was in a mess. I'm not in a good mood to blog but now I'm alright , blog is fine too . awesome ! :D

I must really thanks JO.EY , for helping me do my blog all along. cause , i don't really know how to make a simple blog. suck rights ? I know k , :D I dumb.

recently , my life up and down at all times la . haha , you know I'm always very fucking crazy.

working working working , at home at home at home , out out out .

freaking no life man , but i like ! :D

-- oh yeah , i have dyed my hair already but no picture yets , I'll take picture tommorow. I promise. earlier post i mentioned that i wanted to dye my hair as pink but now it turn out to be reddish pink . -.- ! haha , but still i like . look like red anyway . laughs .

but overall , i love the colour . :D

--and everyone of you . please tag me your blog link so that i can re-link back all of you. thanks , :>

-- alright , last but not least post should stop here and I'm off to audition.

CIAO LA , <:

2009-12-14T04:30:00.000-08:00

my blog is in a mess now . i really feel dame fucked up . tag board like shit .

everything like shxt . thinking of closing my blog , i don't know . I'll put it like this first.

cause I'm lost and tired right now , i don't want to make anymore.

sick and tired of it ! D:

No body's Going To Help Me Anyway, such a JERK/SLUT.

anyway , i have to thanks heroine for helping me to do my blog.

I have lost my old BLOG SKINS and everything ,

all is useless !

2009-12-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

I'm so upset right now , I don't know what to do.
I'm lost , who can help me ? I really don't know , I know and I know .
Its just a love game between ME & YOU but then who knows that I have feeling for you , maybe is a crush . BLOODY FUCK .
I shouldn't like you at all , if i know you are a flirter. -'-
hey this is how you treat me , after you gain my trust and feeling
and throw it into the dustbin ..
I shouldn't believe in love/like anymore , seriously when i started to believe in you guys , you started to change like nobody business. "D" , you are jerk.
No mood at all to update , I know I have lots to update and elaborate .
but yah , this feeling suck to the maxium of my life.
"D" , I hate you . Fuck you alright . You think I'm Blind or something i can't see what the fuck are you doing at that place.
oh please come on la , i can see what are you doing at all times . and i know you are just cheating my feeling . oh please , I know I'll get rid of you soon . ONE FUCKING $10 ROSE, you think very big to express your love to me ah ? freak you , freak you . "D", you are just a bastard too.

I can't understand why man are all the same , is it a awesome and great guy extine in this fucking world ?????????? I really can't believe that , I'll believe in your tricks .
aw , I'm so disappointed to myself.

yah , and i know that we both can't be together because you are a flirty as i can say.
look at yours eye , I already know that you are not a good person but i just fall in to it.

arghs ~ this is shit. shit shit shit .

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FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK MAN , D: :D

2009-12-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

[ I don't really know where to update from. ]

just a daily routine of my life. ?!?!?

i don't what to say , i don't know what to type , i don't know about you and i don't know about everything. just one thing speechless.

O.O

currently , different kind of mood. happy/angry/sad abit.

whatever , just a short post will do.

anyway , I'm working later on @ AIRPORT/T3.

yet not sleeping , 5 : 40 Am . check time.

i just end-ed playing AUDITION.

full of craps , i kinda dislike your childish mindset. why ? i don't know why.

she/he , this year 18 year old still acting like 3 years old . kiddish or not ?

grow-up , kids . you are making yourself like a fool out there.

making yourself a big G********** , i don't think you are.

what for i care , this is none of my fuck problem too.

bloody bitch , hell up there so kindly know where you standing at.

please mind yours word, such a nonsence in my life.

why can't you people grow-up? HELLO , this is what century already? 2009 , are you

blind-ed or something . you think you are in the oldies of your pretty world?

you are just making me laughs like an crazy people. LAUGHS ! :D:D

LOUD LAUGHTERS.
opps , too much shall end what i typing here.

a fucking awesome one.

whoot's , i like myself .

BERICIAL GOH PEI LIN, I'm so proud of myself.

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ONE LOVE , ONE HEART , ONE LIFE FOR SURE. :>

shall end now , cause my link causes me some problem to post.

so a fast and quick post . alright ciaos . go and kun liao , meaning sleeping .

if not I'll be a dead meat later . shxt ass ! -.-

2009-12-09T04:51:00.000-08:00

; Jo.ey , Hazel & Me , Outing after so many years . JOKE ~

and not long i just order Mac Delivery , like fuck hungry . cost me a bomb again , $10.50 + $0.50 tips , like what? totall up $11.00 . laughs out loud , one hour paid gone like this, -.-elizabeth treats OK? haha , JOKING la. don't take it too serious.

Sakae Sushi Feast, $12.+

WEST MALL+WOODLANDS+SERANGOON& CAB-ED Back HOMIES.

enjoying , Ice Blended Vanilla @ Coffee Bean/Star Buck,can't really remember it, shit. i have such a poor memory at this young age , Die ! Hazel when back home after math. Jo.ey & I continue shopping after that , she told me to xiu xiu jiu , lame right ? haha , nevermind as long as she is happy can already . :D

he's fucking obsess to me , fucker ! you this fucker -'-
i fucking dislike this type of guy , which is so obsess to me , whenever i go , he follow.
sorry but just get a life out there . name shall not mention. the one who know's me better , should know who I'm talking about. :D

Jo.ey , haha . snapshot you. caught chaaaa ! :D see , i take a nice photo for you okies !
pro or not , eh eh eh ~ . you are a TAIMEI LA , RECENTLY.

I pointed middle finger because i don't like you. just simple as that.

if you are a big gangster out there , i give no face. understand or not. XIAO MEI MEI.

O.O , find me FIERCE. actually I'm not , I'm friendly. :>

Just Don't Make Me Pissed Off !

.

I laugh and I laughs , so funny right nowwww.

happy so happy .

Hazel & I , :>

Jo.ey & I , when to slack after shopping around woodland.

wow , cost me a bomberman again.-.-

$45.++ for just one freaking dress but the kind auntie over there give me such a great discount

so grab it , not regretting thou. but still expensive la. totall bill ; $37+. can't be bother,I'm happy can or not.my life or yours? don't bother people lifes , bitch !

Jo.ey dearest & I , below Sakae Sushi Feast Picture's. :>

later on , my DA BAI CHI treating me eat Sushi Feast.

I'm so Happy again , Happy lil girl .

and ours Vanilla Ice-blended, + Chocolate Ice Blended.

wow, a long post again. still have lots and tons of update coming on. stay tune !

i going to start my AUDI , right now. what ? 4.48AM , walao . i don't like man , i meeting Elizabeth later on . after that meeting Jo.ey for shopping. night meeting Da Bai Chi , for dinner.

a busy day for me , arghs ~ should be a tiring day after going out, reach home will be dame tiring, so I'll have a good sleep. GOOD ONE. :>

CIAO, AUDI time. MUACKSSSS.

playboy playboy playboy , play play playboy ! :>

2009-12-07T06:32:00.000-08:00

STEAMBOAT @ TANGLIN , BEST OF THE BEST. :D

Awesome To The Max.
Price Super Nice Too, $88+ for two person.

Don't you feel like eating too, after see-ing my picture was uploaded . haha , when i looking at it , i feel like eating once again. super nice k , you never try you never know . understand or not ? best recommendation lo , website here : http://www.chinesefeasts.com.sg/ . :D

p/s : I LOVE MY PICTURE ABOVE, know why its so clear ? of course , its CAMERA EFFECT.

if you readers , don't know . i think you are sua ku , in some way. but its alright , i sometimes also very very very sua ku . hahaha ,:D

[ MUM & I , :D ( enjoying , steamboat.)] Whoot's the bestest !

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ORCHARD , AFTERMATH ! with MUM.
Photo taking time , ton , ton and ton of picture to share below.

i think its fucking cool . fucking one . laughs -.-

Christmas's Is Coming Soon , Excited. yeah I'm but more Excited for Coming Exam.

I don't like. arghs , -.-

Christmas's Mood , everywhere.

lazy to elaborate more , Picture do the speaking. V.V

I'm so obsess to my own picture . like frigging zi-lian cans or not , haha . :D

Still , picture's. everyone at Orchard had the photo mood taking time.

crowded , okay . some more so HOT HOT HOT ! D;
[ A BIG , CHRISTMAS TREE BELOW . SWEE BO? ]

oh man , this is dame nice la . i fall in love with it . seriously !

L V + C H A N N E L , COOL OR NOT ? SUPER NICE RIGHT ? MAD CHIO . BODOH ! :D

My Mummyyyyyyyyyyyy, picture . LOVE YOU . HAHAHA . :D

lastly , end with my lovely photo again . L VVVVVVVVVVVVVVV . crazy , -.-

should stop here , arghs . i very tired now , after one long post .

readers so are you happy with it , of my long updates ?

check time : 6:30Am , oh this mad cool too . right . haha .

its time for me to turn in soon , alright . gonna sleep right now .

goodnight my reader's , I mean morning .

and and one good news for everyone of you , LEE MIN HO is coming to SINGAPORE soon to OPEN A CONCERT . whoot , happy to the max . :D

oh last but not least , FINALLY MY AUDITION CAN PLAY ALREADY AFTER LIKE DONKEY YEARS OF TIME.

OKAY , CIAOS ^^.

2009-12-03T15:16:00.000-08:00

Its Hurt So Much , Kiss Me In
The Rain,
D;
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JO.EY , I know I very slow. I know I know . I'll try my best to update as much as i can . haha , :>
Working Pictures , :D:D. so yah , bored ! I'm so sad sxsxsx can ? cause i spend exactly $100 on Shopping + Blog Shop . This is shits.
I don't like , I fucking don't like. whatever , arghs. why out of sudden awake from my bed?
i slept in the early morning 7am . tired can , still have to work later on. chatted with JO.EY on the phone nearly to 5 hours and it from mid-night to morning 5.45am+ , haha . we have a lot to chat ah ? so cool ! long time no ton already. should find one day ton , :D
a very very shortie post again , i don't have much time to blog nowadays cause LAZY , TIRED and MID-NIGHT job. yeah , that why! so reader please bear with my slow-ness. LOL.

-
I remember everything that we did , no matter how long you are gone.
this pain will always stay , like how i told you in the past. although now , you are living happily with your life, i should not be jealous or sad or angry anymore but I'll always remember how you treat my past as and how you betray me that i can't complete forget it . this hurt so much that it causes my heart feel so pain.
[ Memories, Will Be Lock By Now. Tightly Lock. Good-Bye ].
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I LOVE YOU , don't worries NOT NOW BUT YES PAST.

^^Cciaos. Gonna to get prepare and off to work at AIRPORT, stalk me there. :D

2009-12-01T12:22:00.000-08:00

Kbox , @ Hougang 6 day's ago with mum. :D

Alright met , mum at Hougang for Kbox session. again sing , sang & sung. i like , i like.
after K , we when Hougang Mall to get some shopping , walked and roam around.
ate our dinner and was very fully full , arghs ! D:
and i got a new Dress , so happy man. aftermath , Mum & I cab-ed back home. whoots'.
Happy To The Maxium,
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I'm not motivated to blog , so bored. Working recently , that why did not have the chance to blog what had happened and all. but i promise I'll blog like when i have free time. you know , i busy WOMAN. haha , :D
p/s : I'm dame tired, FUCKING TIRED can.
p/s ,p/s : I working at Mid-Night , so what to you expect more? huh?
p/s,p/s,p/s: Work, Work Still Work. FUCK .
p/s,p/s,p/s,p/s : I can't WAIT to get PAID on SATURDAY.
everything , is too slow like snail .

Getting prepare soon , and off to Bukit Batok to meet my dearest JO.EY.

see i sweet bo ? so early wake-up for you ? you know , how sweet am i ?

despite my mid-night job . wow , dame ! D;

Sakae Sushi, you wait . I'm coming later .

hahaha .

take care all , and bye ! :D

2009-11-26T15:44:00.000-08:00

Don't be such a jealous kid passerby. hah!

a post before heading out to work, as usual.

i don't really have enough sleep again , -.- like zxzxzxzzz!

yesterday evening was out to dentist, OUCH ! pain, but i can't be bother at least i love my teeth more than past. i want my teeth to be pretty too. hees. i like it, :>
but its cost me , $450 ! yeah, freaking expensive . like duh , -.-

I'm so TIRED , cansxssssssss.

alright , will be back posting soon. off ! ciaos~~~~~

kinda bored to the max , don't feel like working today. think of money like my friend say! :>
come to think of it , its worth . :D
-

label : whoot , can't wait to dye my hair again. HOT PINK , I'm coming.

2009-11-24T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hello , bitchessss ! <: , I'm back to posting again.

yeah , somehow i leave my blog to dead again and again.

lazy what , so please readers of mine ask me to blog alright.

if not i just can't be bother about it , oh bet everyone is having SCHOOL-HOLIDAYS right now.

fucking retarded you ! stupid dumb-ass! insane fuck ! :D

hahas. a bit high right now, yeah below its my emotional post.

sad , un-happiness but right now I'm alright already. thanks mummy for cheering me up. :D

continue below v.v v.v

4 : 55 Am , just done with some update on my blog . what update ? change >> photo ! :D :D :D :D NOW A BIT MESS IN MY BLOG , want TAG ME OR SEE MORE INFORMATION PLEASE SCROLL DOWN ALRIGHT? :D

Recently had been working working working still working. earn money what , then i can go shopping ! wheets. scream ~ tired+lazy+sleepy.

Worked @ airport , nothing much. Worked @ Boay Quay , quite enjoy! :D
end-ed-up nothing much too. just that Boay Quay customer are freaking ass funny. like so dumb cans. waiting 3am to end work and get paid ! haha .

Met-up with my baby Jo.ey recently . haha, :D had fun and enjoyed with her every moment.
:D , and working with her was not bored at all without her working with me i think I'll be in dead meat la .
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Emo-ness me ,Even customer say i Emo . =.=
stop Emo-ness me can or not , goh !
i want to do so many thing can ,

I want go SHOPPING , SHOP SHOP.
I want to SING K .
I want to WATCH MOVIE
I want a NEWLY HAND PHONE.
I want EVERYTHING THAT I NEED.

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end my post with picture's again , haha . i recent keep take a lot of picture.
i love cam-whoring a lot that i can't stop taking. you know or not !?!?!
--

; BAD ROMANCE. (L)

2009-11-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

i feel very un-happy too,i can't sleep everyday when reaching to the midst of night. this is really something wrong about it. out of sudden i feel my heart sank so deeply deep , out of sudden i feel my heart aches and out of sudden i feel my heart hurt. yes , you say I'm emo. yes I admit , I'm always emo at all the time, can any kind soul tell me how to solve this problem of mine. hanging with me like this fucking 1 year 6 months. oh , i know this is ridiculous ,so! seriously seriously , i really don't know what its happening to me too? i felt so heart pain. aww !

everyday life still move on , everyday smile happily. maybe this is a fake me, i don't know.

happy also one day, sad also one day. so might as well stay happy everyday but i can't , i hope i can but i just can't ? sometimes when I'm going out i even think that , i bringing out a faking smile out. when I'm un-happy who will be there for me ? you ,him , friends or who ever? nobody know ya. i don't voice out or neither do i say out. pretending that I'm always happy and alright. who know I'm fucking stress , who know that I'm trying very hard ,who really know that I'm happy , who know that I'm sad and who know that i feel un-happy. who know , huh huh?

Fuck this fucking shit.
Ouch , my heart really feel that pain, so much that i can't breath
Or is it i think too much. =/

Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am allright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rythm of the night
I am allright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
Now it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am allright
And when the day turns into night
I'm in a club forgetting you and I
And when I'm think of how you treated me
You proved me right
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around.
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I

currently fall in love with this song call YOU & I , a great song . :D

2009-11-18T05:37:00.000-08:00

ZIRCA , was a crap . seriously ! fuck the world.

alright cabbed down to Clarke Quey , met my dearest JO.EY over there.

walked to club outside, saw many familiar faces. after like so many donkey years . yeah , but was kindly no mood at all , franking speaking I'm super disappointed about yesterday club. definitely a craps. dumb stupid ass. JO.EY & me , was at club outside standing and seating for 2-3 hours? like a stupid waiting for nothing. guest list, run out ? like this is fuck shit. i fucking dislike it.

hey you know what i want to dance so badly , everything was a spoil.

^^ , continue. aftermath JO.EY and me cabbed over to Boat Quay to find Cyndi & Xin Lin.

sang JO.EY a Happy Birthday Song , Belated one. & brought her a cake and one heart shape jelly.

JO.EY , so sweet of me right ? hees!

hope you are happy , :D

though can ton till morning but JO.EY was in a rush to go home.

so we both , cabbed back homed.

one night , it cost me a bomb. my pocket hole ,was dame blackly!

$70 FLY like nobody business again , -.- fuck fuck fuck . alright.

NONSENSE!

oh and you can see that , i had dyed my hair again . to more blacker and do some golden highlight, thou it not obvious enough but I'll dye next month to get it more obvious. sad-ed!

i kindly don't like bomb-ster, you know why? cause I'm freaking fucking frigging, dulan now.

hey , don't come and act one big boss end-ed up like one craps. please kindly know where my limit are , alright ? not happy what i type over here than fuck off ~ you spoil my mood, yes i don't trust you so ? you think what can i trust you now ? when you told me , you are getting (*******) from me , end-ed up with $20 and you go for it. hahaHAs , this is such a joke to me.

don't act one big on the phone or text , in real life you act like a hum ji kao! shit you laaa.

both of you alright ! not naming name out here , cause i don't want quarrel with you guys anymore. tired ! if one find troubles come only. I'm sick of it. seriously. i really never see before such a great liar. what a good actor ! so now i need to clap hand for you or treat you a big feast ? haha , another was , SOMEONE is a DOG sia. he asked you to turn right , you dare not to turn left. he asked you to turn left you dare not to turn right ?!?!?! COME ON , AREN'T YOU ACT LIKE DOGGIES ,? WOOFF WOOFFF,NON-STOP? HAHA , NOW YOU ARE THINKING THAT I'M MADLY ANGRY BUT LET ME TELL YOU I'M LAUGH-ING NON-STOP OF YOUR ACTION. DUMB FUCK!

should stop elaborate more and more nonsensical stuffs ; should stop right now.

Currently ; in angry mood but trying to cool myself down. Currently ; I'm watching S.H.E videos, they are so so cute cans. heeshees , haha.

so many of my friends are having prom night ! I get so happy for them cause , I did not when my last year prom night , know why? cause i having probation and that time i just broke-up with my ex-boyfriend. what a sad case. I missed once in a life time prom night , I want go prom night !! D;

so sad, so sad so sad . laughs , now I'm in 4 moods / happy /sad / angry / no mood!

So wish all my friends having prom night , have fun throughout the whole night , k! :D

5 : 30 Am now , is like what the hell is this ? seriously , not enough sleep . i need to go Far east later on , you think will I'll be able to go . hope so!!!

Morning my dear , reader! :D

how i wish time could rewind to Secondary 1, :D

yeah wanna to tell you guys something, some memories of me & him i really can't think of it no matter how hard i tried to think back, its like i can't remember some of it already. is this a good or bad thing to me ? i don't know , but i wish its a good thing for me.

label : you know i (m***) you so so so (m**h).

2009-11-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

why not let picture speak ? :D

lazy to type more, yeah!

this whole dame week , i'm super freaking tired !

oh man , I'm super spechhless.

later on , clubbing time !

see you guys there , ZIRCA.

i repeat once more , [Ex-Mos] @ Zirca!

16th Novemember , after OLevel. come on let's get high , everyone of you!

ticket selling at $24.

time : 8:30PM - 4:ooAM.

Interested , get ticket from me then. tag me >>>! :D

; without you.

oh yeah , not forgetting to wish Selina Happy Birthday ! :D

although its over already . 31st October, but still must wish her a belated one.

love her to core,<333.

-- its time for me to turn in soon, good morning xDD ! 5 :00AM , arghs ? this is fuck shits , not enough sleep again. how to spell hell ? laughs , -.-

i don't feel happy at all , why? D; , must be thinking of you or what? seriously , i don't like this!

2009-11-14T01:26:00.000-08:00

whoot's , i have been leaving my blog to dead somehow.

sorry , this whole bloody week will be a busy week for me, so I'll be late for update.

have no choice reader, but i promise when i have time i sure blog !!!

lazy to blog also, just elaborate what had happened this 3 day's .. just litter ones.

work as usual , boring ley. boring boring boring .. worked for Wednesday & Thursday, grrs. and you know what i had spend my money on today ALL, fuck to the core ! shits.

left : 0$ , laughs out louds , luckily i did save some money on my PO SB card !

met JO.EY dearest , finally ! i misses her like fuck . X= heees!

16th is coming my dearest ,wheet's . we go chiong chiong liao !

will have surprise for you on that day ! don't wanna tell you what the surprise ,

if i had told you , its not call surprise liao horhorhor! xD , lovedieyou.

JO.EY , really dame fake man.

TL was fun , TL was fun , fun to the maxium. alright. ! :D:D

[ inside secret of JO.EY & Me. ]

was out with mum today , brought many things. top , shorts , eyelasher , etc etc .

watched movie too , 2010 . yawn , a boring show to me but some of the parts really great and emotional.

walked and shopped around , ate our dinner in some shop & i do not know what the shop name call , did not notice anyway. ZZZ

and you know what, some how of moodless after that . what the hell ! shall not mention. lazy to elaborate more , elaborate in another post. tsk , shall end here. will blog more tomorrow or what?

worked tomorrow again, bored! money is needed , so bo bian have to work.

going to dye my hair on Monday , can't wait can't wait. waste money again, -.-

sian is the only word , i can say now.

end my post with picture below , ;>

♥loves, reader of mine but not nasty reader of mine.

; you don't know how much i misses you and think of you ! just i don't say. nobody know that! yes , its been 1 year 6 months , without you. wow , i did not know without you time passes like nobody's business.

yet I'm still changing for the better or towards the worst , i don't know. when time passes , I'll feel that what i really totally change about.

will i be able to get my Beauty Therapy , certificate ? will i pass , still its a '?' . and i hope I'll pass , so that i can get a diploma certificate to work ! HOPE!

might be taking my English 'N' & 'O' level and 3rd language ' Korean ' next year around March or earlier? oh and not forgetting my Chinese 'O' level , did not take Chinese 'N' level cause I had passes my Chinese , so what is the need for retaking my Chinese 'N' level . am i right !

wow, my first post with so many wordy wordys ! haha. should stop here , byeeeeeeeees! ;>

2009-11-11T02:12:00.000-08:00

DAME HAPPY ! <; , my PROBATION have finally end-ed!

no more PROBATION , friends ! can call me out anytime , whoot's !

scream scream scream ~~~~~

i can ton ,club, oversea. so dame happy mansxsx.

bye probation , you sucker ! waste my time only.

happy to the max , later on work again. meeting JO.EY later on , after meeting her off to work.

also like finally , super extremely long never see my dearest already. whoot's.

--more update , when i'm back from work. buh-bye! :D

2009-11-10T05:50:00.000-08:00

S.H.E @ Causeway Point. on the 7th / November /2009. 2pm ! :D

Ukimono , Say Sayorana To Your Fats. LOL?! and their lastest book !

after my last reporting on that day , via cabbed home with mum at around 12plus in the afternoon. ate lunch and got prepared and via cabbed to causeway point to see S.H.E , and the queue its like dame fucking fucking long . hell man ! I'm super lazy to queue, i wanted to cut queue but i don't dare lah , so many human are queue-ing up like nobody problem. the queue was seriously dame long from taxi stand to mrt . what fuck , & so sad to say that i did not get S.H.E signature . sad-ed once again. oh my god , i saw SELINA . alright , she dame pretty . i swear i swear !

I'm S.H.E loyal fans , from primary 4 or 5 , i started to like them already. love S.H.E for around 6-7 years ? should i go and join their fan club , seem i like them so much ? haha.

this is what i taken on that day, look at the first picture . sign half way , SELINA say she was tired already and she lye on the table for just a few seconds & she seat-up continue to sign . so hard work man, SELINA JIA YOU . :D did not manage to take a picture of Ella but still can see from the last picture ,from far its Ella. & lastly Hebe picture, look a bit blur man. -.-

- took from Cassandra blog's , she was at there too. :D , she told me to grab hers. thanks a lot, loves- <:

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after all , mummy & i when to food court to get some drink & rest for a while.

chit-chatting for quite some times too. not long we leave the food court , walked and shopped around causeway point , nothing much. brought, 2 booster and 2 pillow.

Mummy & Me , :D

I wanna to see S.H.E concert man , their 3rd world round concert. must be super rocks ! :D

alright , blog at this timing is really something wrong . what the time now ? 5;40AM, morning.

fuck a long post again. i need to sleep , my pretty eyes is closing real soon . my comfortable bed, is calling me to sleep. with much loves , guys :D

[ you'll never know , how much i loved you] 爱不爱我你都懒得回答.

currently fall in love with this song call 月光手札 by S.H.E . whoots , thumb-up.

3 year old mindset , cannot be blame. hope that one day you'll grow-up.

although , i don't really hate "H" now but don't force me to like "H" or be friends with "H",

i don't think we can be best friends or normal friends even stranger you also don't have the rights alright.

I'll see a prefect match , show, everything. you'll lost that particular person someday, particular person will leave you .

2009-11-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

whoot, i have been leaving my blog to dead ah ! reader's must be waiting like donkey years.

don't worry I'm here back to update. tons of things to upload and elaborate . shits , despite my tiredness and laziness , i come here to blog what had happened recent and all.

6/11November/2009 - Friday , met mum after her work.

mine own plan was out to shop alone but i fail my mission , laughs ~ . cause I'm to to tired , woke-up in the late afternoon . plan to go shopping all alone till my mum end-ed her work . so did not when shopping after all . met-up mum around late evening , she came via cabbed .. fetched me to A.M.K to watch movie called Poker King not Poker Face , my mum told me was Poker Face. what a craps ? aw , never mind .. shopped a while around AMK , movie started was funny but in the middle was frigging dragging. ending part , Louis Koo won . yay , happy happy . =.= rate this show at 2.5/5 . a typical normal show to me , not really nice or really bad ! show end-ed , mum & me flag cabbed homed . awesome , :D
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cam-whores a litter bit on my own and one picture with mum , :D

yeah , i know she dote me the most .♥
V.V , below are my lovely picture's.

1. because you'll never know.

2.my beauty heart its lock in somehow.

3.let's get party , PARTY JUST WITH YOU.

4.I'm happy , fucking happy ! :D

lastly , i left one day to end my probation. oh my god , one year passes like that . what a fast one. I'll be celebrating in somehow , in club or maybe with my dearest , ah ah . :D

16th @ ZIRCA , (ex-MOS).

get ticket from me now , don't wait . ticket's are limited !

Time would be 8:30pm-4:ooam.

Ticket selling at $24 each , so what are you waiting for ? don't hesitate , tag me if interested .

hope to hear from you guys soon ! DOUBLE CHEERS.

Berlicial Is Back , you know ! :D

and Yes , I'll be going no doubts. :D

see you guys there , ♥.

let's get high ! whoot , okies okies have to sleep right now . dame tiring , but very high man.

haha , :D

ciao , to my lovely reader. wow , long post !

2009-11-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

Because Of You , D;

yes yes yes , yeah yeah yeah , what what what ?alright , working for two day's are really bored to death , simply dame bored ! because of $.$ , you know ? then i decided to work, if not i die die also won't work. kind of fucked-up cause of some peepo but alright then , sometimes human are selfish.. they only think of their own. do they think of us.. i doubt no , definitely no.I'm so tired , seriously but i promise myself once i get my paid i want to go for a shopping free uh .. going to sleep right now , meeting my mum after her work later on. watching show @ AMK.' Poker Face ' , i think acted by Louis Loo in Chinese we call Gu Tian Le. yeah !I'll be going Far East , or Bugis to shop alone. hey alone its fun , alright. what is so wrong when i myself alone go shopping , pretty cool man.. :Dafter my shopping , will be meeting mum as i say ^^.

I"M FUCKING TIRED TO THE MAXIUM , & MY TIRING EYES ARE CLOSING REAL SOON. " Yawn" :O

updating later on , after this two day's of work ended at 11pm reached serangoon at 12am. met Jia Wei for supper, @ Prata Shop/Serangoon ! <;

label : the same old dame thing , what the fucksssssssss. ! );

2009-11-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

[★: Love Lock Down! Emo-ness.]

Aw , my first time without my own picture. ;D

is because i did not when out this few day's . stay at home rotting & laze around. gosh , i feel so bored staying at home from Saturday till Tuesday. 4 days ? seriously , FUCKING bored ! luckily have work later on , i just slept for few hours and got awake again . this few days , really not enough sleep. sleepless night. i have shopping mood ,after i get my paid. I'll definitely go for a shopping free , haha :D:D .

if best i need sleeping pill , just a JOKE . . .

6 more day's left, I'm going to be a FREE LADY soon soon soon soon soon. ~

-- closed off from love , i did not need the pain . once or twice was enough. time starts to pass before you know its frozen but something happened for the very first time with you , my heart melted to the ground , found something true and everyone's looking round , thinking I'm going crazy but i don't care what they say , I'm in love with you they try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth. my heart crippled by the vein that i keep closing and you know its BLEEDING LOVE. ★

2009-11-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

Class BBQ , + ESCAPE , ;D

er , well not as fun as what i think lah , kinda mood-less and bored !

Happy Halloween @ Escape , just played a few games. and the queue what like . =.=

so many human around us ! hahahas.

alright , nothing special for me to elaborate more,

like not long around mid-night , i was dame freaking hungry , out to some where with Elizabeth ,Jia Wei and one of our peicai-rians teacher had supper . after supper, he drove us homed . what a kind teacher is he . :D slept at around 6am , in the morning . power !

on that day , weather is really not OK. raining non-stop ! what a spoil.

oh man , i love the effect of my picture :D . so beautiful.
[ Yiming & Me , :D ] . [Me , Elizabeth & Bee Boon , :D].

[ Bee Boon & Me , [:] . [Jia Wei & Me , :D]

i guess nothing more to say but to leave, don't wanna to stay with regret thou I'm regretting in somehow. but whats more can i do . i super tired already, i don't know i don't know and i don't even know till now , why must i chosen this way that i don't like it.

mine path mine way, from now on I'll not regret what i have/had done before or after.

nothing matter more , only the thing that matter more its my future ,[;